Get over him. He’s not even worth it. He is not worth your time or your tears. Yeah you loved him, I know that. And I know you just can”t see yourself with anyone other than him, I get that. I’ve been there. But why should you spend all your time sitting at home, bawling your eyes out and wondering where he is and who he is with. Do you honestly think that he is thinking about you? No. Sure it hurts, the fact that he is out there falling in and out of love with other girls. Yeah you’re gonna see him with one of his new girlfriends. Prepare yourself, cause straight up; It’s gonna hurt, a bunch. He will hold her a little closer and squeeze her hand a little tighter just because he know you’re watching. He knows it’s killing you. Don’t let him get to you because that, well.. that’s exactly what he wants. Don’t give him what he wants. He doesn’t even deserve it! So what if he doesn’t talk to you, do you honestly wanna be friends with an asshole like him anyways? Thing is, I know you still do, but give it time. Because all he wants to do is talk about his new girlfriend and get you jealous. Do you really wanna hear that? No. Screw him and his girlfriend. He will be sorry. Trust me. When he finally sees you with some other guy who’s not him. With that huge grin on your face and your boyfriend holding you close, he will realize how happy you are now. And how happy your boyfriend is with you; the girl of his dreams. He will realize the huge mistake he made when he let you go. when he decided to choose her over you. When he decided he did not love you like her. Trust me, he will be sorry. And don’t you sit there thinking he will not be sorry I know you are. But I guarantee you now; He will be sorry. So don’t go on spending your nights waiting for that one phone call you know your never gonna get, or that IM you know he’s never gonna send to you. He likes to pretend he does not see you online, he does it out of spite cause he knows it’s killing you inside. When he walks past you in the hallways he is gonna look past you, but you need to know he is gonna do that because he knows somewhere inside of you, it will hurt. I’m not gonna lie to you. It will hurt. A LOT. But it will hurt more if you see her name and how much he loves her in his profile. It’s all gonna hurt. Honey, it’s part of the process. Knowing you’re not the girl that’s making him smile. Knowing you’re not the first person he thinks about when he wakes up, and last one before he goes to sleep. Knowing you’re not the face of his wallpaper anymore. Knowing you won’t be spending every single moment possible with him. Knowing there’s not gonna be late night phone calls, arguing who loves who the most. And you know what today, tomorrow, next week, months from now; Your phone will go off with a text message, you will instantly grab your phone hoping its him saying he wants to give your relationship another shot. But really; he’s got so much pride. Even if he wanted to be back with you, he wouldn’t tell you. Your soon gonna realize he doesnt care about you anymore and he won’t be the first person you’ll call when your upset. He won’t be the one to put that smile on your face. And yea, it will scar, but you know what your gonna do? You’re gonna hold your head up, and your middle finger higher. You’re gonna show him you are so much better without him and you don’t really need him in your life. You’re gonna prove to him that he made the biggest mistake of his life letting you go and that you never really needed him from the start anyways.
(Source: hellogorjuice)
School’s over. Yeah, I’ll miss my friends but I really wanna have summer now. Time for a break from all those school work stress. Its the first day and I’m on my bed blogging. Fair way to start my summer. Will go to Makati later for my lolo’s birthday. Woo parteyy.
For now, Ima sleep again.
HAVE A FUN SUMMER EVERYBODY!! 😄😄
As you know, my grandpa, from dad’s side, just passed away today. Around 2-3pm. Bare with me please. I guess its just hard to accept the fact I lost someone who I was very close to. Someone I loved so much. I know we (his grand children) have been an ass a lot of times, but trust me we tried our best to be the greatest we can be. Yes, he wouldn’t be there when I graduate high school and college but at least I spent my grade school graduation and every birthday I had with him.
Ohwell papel. That’s life. Knowing that he’s not feeling all the pain he felt when he was still breathing, I am fine.. eventually, I will.
(Source: hellogorjuice)
